oof..

i had a strange dream last night.

i cheated on Devin with someone i used to date. :/

now, if you know me at all, you know that these kind of dreams happen all the time.

i kiss some guy, then in the middle of making out, i realize i have a boyfriend, feel HORRIBLE and wake up.

still feeling guilty, mind you.

but this time i didn't feel guilty.. 

and i don't know why. it was weird.

it was one of those realistic dreams too.

i hate that it's still haunting me throughout the day as well.. 

ugh.

help?