oh no you didn't

i'd like to say that i'm not a jealous person.. 
but that's just not true.


i'd WANT to say that I AM that cool girl that just lets her boyfriend hang out with all the pretty, flirty girls and doesn't care because she is so amazingly exciting and chill all at the same time.


but i'm not.


nope.


i'm the crazy girlfriend.




something to work on i guess. lol.

sometimes i think

i don't wanna wait around forever... if you get my drift.

a thought

i want to use the worst parts of myself, and the amazing examples of other people to motivate me to be a better person.

i'm a work in progress

i want to run every day.
seriously.


for two main reasons...
1) to feel better throughout my day
2) to look good in my ballet leotard.


petty? maybe. but i don't necessarily care.


also


priorities.


they're much more important than i've ever realized.


i've had a number of testimony building experiences lately, and almost all of them are due to my renewed focus on the gospel. 
studying my scriptures, conversing with Heavenly Father, and fasting... 


though i don't take any credit fer this "renewal"


it's all thanks to my new ward, bishop, and roommates.


and i'm so grateful :]
it's been tough and humbling, but uplifting at the same time. 


sorry. didn't mean to get preachy, but i mean, my week has been full of so much growth that i couldn't NOT. 


welp
this post took a weird turn, but anyway... life is good. 
it's always good if you want it to be. :]